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I believe we all have something that we like or would like to do but we never had any chance to do it.  Or when you have the opportunity to make it happen but someone interupt and decided not to do  it especially that thing involved that person as well. 

Takde kena mengena pun tapi baby ni comel 😁

For example, you really wanna touch Ali's hair so badly. When he came out w the idea that he wanted you to touch his hair, of course you feel excited but at the same time you feel nervous and awkward because it's your first time so you are not used to it. But then suddenly he said 'Naaah never mind, I've changed my mind. Don't touch my hair until I'm ready(which is I don't know when) or maybe you won't be able to touch my hair at all.'

P/s: Sorry example quite merepek haha

I 'm sure you will feel extremely frustrated. I believe you wanna to tell him that you wanted to touch his hair really badly but you don't have guts to be honest with him or you're afraid that he might reject you (for the second time) and  won't let you to do it. 

You will feel this kind of frustration that won't leave your mind and heart. Why it gives such a big impact towards you?

Well firstly, it's something that you're dying to do
Secondly, that person already gave hope to you but you won't be able to make your wish come true. 

Imagine you, as a kid, your parents promise to bring you to the playground but they didn't fulfil their promise. How would you feel? Sad? Angry? Frustrated? It's a mixture of a few broken hearted feelings combined together into one, right? 

It just makes me wonder. To be honest with that person, tell everything you felt and swallowed all the awkward, shame, and afraid feelings or keep everything and save all the frustration to yourself. 

Judge

Assalamualaikum

Pernah tak kita tengok someone tu and kita judge dia. For example

"Wow dia colour rambut. Ni mesti tak solat ni"
"Orang kafir ni confirm confirm masuk neraka ni"

Firstly, kita tak patut judge orang. Why? Sebab kita pun tk sempurna.
Maybe kita tak buat dosa yang sama orang lain buat tapi kita manusia. Kita tak terlepas dari buat dosa. Maybe dosa yang kita buat tu, orang yang kita judge, or kutuk tu tak buat pun. So layak lagi ke kita untuk judge? 

Bila kita tengok orang yang tak tutup aurat, maybe kita boleh tegur or at least doa dalam diam. Janganlah kutuk sebab kita tak tahu mungkin dia tk tinggal solat pun. Maybe kita terlepas dari buat dosa bukak aurat tapi kita tak tahu berapa banyak dosa lain yang kita buat. Kita ni kerdil je. Hamba yang daif. Allah je yang layak menilai dosa seseorang. 

Bila kita tengok non muslim buat dosa, kita tak boleh and tak patut cakap yang dorang akan masuk neraka. Who knows dalam sekelip mata dia dapat hidayah and convert masuk Islam. Dia lagi suci macam baby, takde dosa langsung. Sedangkan kita? 

If kita tak buat dosa yang orang lain buat, tapi kita kutuk, darjat kita dekat mata Allah lagi rendah dari orang yang buat dosa tu.  


Ini sekadar luahan dan renungan. Dulu aku pun jenis judgemental. Tapi at certain time, maybe Allah bagi hidayah yang buat aku sedar yang aku ni daif. Tak layak nak judge orang sebab aku pun tak sempurna. Jadikan kesilapan kita as pengajaran. Jangan sekadar jadikan kenangan. Ada hikmah kenapa kita jatuh. Maybe kita kena and perlu ubah diri kita and tak ulang kesilapan yang sama.