Butterfly

Being a sensitive person is not an easy task. Maybe some of the people out there thought that a sensitive person is good because they have a very soft heart. But behind a soft hearted, sensitive person, he/she is actually struggling with every small problem that become big because they are very sensitive. Their feelings will get hurt easily  and when people around them are saying something about their weaknesses, directly or indirectly, that will affect their mood and they will start thinking that they have many flaws and they are not good enough for anyone that loves them. Things will become hard for them because those flaws will haunt them for entire life. Past mistakes can become their nightmares for every single night. 

The reason why I love butterfly? Well because the point about butterfly is so accurate when it is applied to the human being. We have the same characteristic with butterfly which is we are not being confident with all the abilities that we have. That's why we always feel insecure and saying other people are flawless while they are not. Nobody is perfect and nobody is flawless. When other people see the bright side of ours, we deny them. 

Well up till now, I'm not very confident about myself especially when it comes to the people that I love. I never feel that I am good enough for them. I always feel that they need more, they want more and they deserve someone that is better than me. 


What ever it is, I'm really grateful to have amazing people in my life. My family that cannot be replaced, my bestfriends that shine my day and amazing person with the capital N. They give me hopes and they give me reason why I have to fight for what I always wanted. They make me feel happy and they always ensure me that I am more that what I am thinking about myself. Alhamdulillah